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I think I pay a cruel price for the life I dream to live and the clouds above us are our conscience sorted in motions, to awaken our mistakes and the truths of our lives to our eyes.

For whatever we lose, like a you or a me, it is always ourselves we find in the sea.

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The headaches my eyes create are growing increasingly worse. It’s incredibly frustrating not being able to do anything about it as I don’t have an ID card and therefore i can’t sign up to health care in gibraltar, which means i now have to wait until my parents decide to take me to an optician or a doctor in spain, or until the next time i’m in england to sort it out. 
Looks like a long night full of painkillers and green tea for me. Could be worse, I guess.

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chloeangela asked: i love youuu

I love you too babygirl! When are you next around? I miss you & hope you’re doing well. xxx

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Spent an hour sat on the ground with my dog, growling at each other. I love my bear cub so much, he’s collapsed on my knee at the minute but keeps nudging me when I stop stroking him. It’s going to be horrible when he moves to England in march, I think my heart is going to break from not having him around any more. He’s been my best friend for so long, it just sucks so much. (Definitely need to spend as much time with him as possible until then.) 

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I just managed to write a whole 2,500 words in less than an hour. I think I’m enjoying psychology far too much at the minute, and if i don’t get the whole 24 marks for this essay, which has a minimum of a mere 500 words, I will be so pissed. (I’m becoming a massive suck up, but i can’t be arsed with my teachers disliking me anymore.) 
Also, going home early tomorrow because I miss my parents and they’re pretty angry with me for not waking up earlier to meet them at the border so it looks like i’m going to need to suck up to them too. Boo. And now i’m going to go make lists about what i need to do before, take, and what i’m going to do when I get to england, and then read more of the virgin suicides then get some rest for tomorrow. Life’s pretty good when you’re this productive (it won’t last.) 

i regularly forget how great my camera is, and then i go back through photos and it makes me wonder why i just toss it aside so often. This summer it’s going to be attached to my neck, I need to stop taking it for granted. (I love this photo so much.)  

i regularly forget how great my camera is, and then i go back through photos and it makes me wonder why i just toss it aside so often. This summer it’s going to be attached to my neck, I need to stop taking it for granted. 
(I love this photo so much.)  

"Sometimes, I think that we waste out words and we waste our moments and we don’t take the time to say that thing that’s in our heart when we have the chance."

One Tree Hill

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Anonymous asked: You are an incredibly beautiful person and it's a shame you do not see yourself that way. But one day you will, and one day this will all be better (I promise)

hi lauren i love you.